But of course, what everyone thought
about is correct.
My wish has never come true. Not
even close to becoming true anyway.
I don’t know whether it is because
fate is playing a joke on me or just me never having luck since I was born.
Because no matter what I wish for, it always ends up resulting in the opposite
of what I wished for.
“Damn this rain, really knows how to
work right? Immediately stopping when I’m no longer waiting for a taxi, it’s as
though it didn’t rain before.” I complain softly as I step inside the room
after I’m done hanging out my uniform at the balcony.
Right now, I already changed into a
new set consisting of a tank top, paired with shorts that belong to Saifah. It
might seem baggy but it somehow fits me well when I wear it.
“But even if you managed to stop
one, we don’t know whether the driver would agree to take you in or not.”
“You are right though.”
Just now, when both of us waited for
two hours, damn, no one agreed to take me. I sway my head in frustration
before I approach the end of the bed, glancing at the room’s owner who is lying
on his bed, playing games.
“What?” Saifah gazes up while asking,
taking his sight off his phone to look at me.
“Where should I sleep?”
“Wherever you want. The floor? Wait,
I will get you some covers.”
“I don’t want to wait. I want to
sleep on the bed.” After I say my words, I rush to crawl up on the bed because
I’m afraid that the room’s owner will really make me sleep on the floor.
“So, why did you ask?”
“It is simple manners.” I shrug my
shoulders irritatingly towards him before I shift to sit next to him.
I can see the game Saifah played,
but somehow my eyes are more attracted to the thing placed on the bedside
table… my guitar pick bracelet.
“What are you planning to do?” Asked
Saifah as he reaches out for my guitar pick bracelet faster than me.
“My bracelet!”
“What, yours?” Saifah makes a
puzzled expression. “I will keep this because the owner doesn’t want it.”
“What do you mean by not wanting it?
It’s mine.” I claim while reaching out for the bracelet but at the same time
Saifah draws his arm back, snatching the bracelet away from my grasp, not
allowing me to have it.
"Saifah, I just want what is
mine na woie."
"Are you sure this is
yours?"
"I'm sure."
"I'm pretty sure that before
this there was someone who left it here like he didn't want it."
"That's true, but at that time
I..."
"I what? I don't want it, isn't
that so?"
"Not that." I answered the
person before me, lifelessly.
"I want it back." I reach
out for my bracelet once again, but he avoids me so well that I begin to feel
annoyed and so damn irritated.
"Saifah!"
"What Zon?"
Act annoying once again
"You will give it to me nicely
or I will get it with force."
“Boasting much.”
“Come on, give me.”
This time I reach out for the
bracelet once again and in that moment, I don’t really think much about what
could possibly happen. What I know is that I must get my bracelet back.
The next moment I realised that
Saifah already brought the bracelet higher until it is out of my reach. And I
suddenly recall the time when we kissed… again.
However, it occurred for just a few heartbeats
because the moment I witness the smirk on the corner of Saifah’s lips, I can’t
help but to feel weird.
“You say…” Saifah leans closer,
whispering into my ear. “This is like in the novel, right?”
My eyes widened when Saifah said these
words. Right now, I’m not sure whether he really understood the matter which
I’m worried about, but why on damn earth did he suddenly bring it up, I don’t
know.
“What do you mean same as in the
novel? It’s not the same. There is no way it would be the same. That’s it, I’m
getting my bracelet back!” Crying out loud, I changed the topic while snatching
the bracelet which Saifah held previously.
“What’s the deal you have with the
novel exactly? Why do you look so strangely worried about it? I could see it
already since the time it rained.” The person before me asks me with a
suspicious look on his face.
“What worry? You’re mental, talk
nonsense all the time.”
“Who exactly is the mental one here,
if not the one who’s thinking nonsense such as slipping into a novel, isn’t
that so na?”
“…” I swallow the lump in my throat
when Saifah randomly speaks about this. He narrows his eyes, as though he’s
searching for the truth.
“Don’t tell me it’s true.”
“It would be crazy if it’s true. It’s not true, not even a bit.” I pretend to be relaxed and gaze down as I put on the guitar pick instead.
This action of mine is actually opposed to what’s
happening inside my heart, it nearly sprang out of my chest. I don’t really fancy
the idea of letting someone else know about this because just amongst my
friends who know it, I already act a little bit too nervous.
If ai’Saifah knows about it too, won’t
I immediately end up at the hospital?
Others might see me as nonsensical,
but to those not having been in my shoes, they wouldn’t damn understand it. Because
since that moment where I made an oath, there were a lot of incidents which
lead me to that kind of thinking, for real.
“Well, let’s just forget about that,
but this one.” Saifah said while grabbing my wrist with the guitar pick
bracelet, bringing them in both our view. “I will make it clear here na Zon,
that if I ever see you abandon this bracelet again.”
“…”
“I will keep it and won’t return it
to you.”
“Yes, I know.” I mutter while
pulling my hand from his hold.
My mouth is mumbling, yet my heart
is cursing at him as well.
“Turn off the light na Saifah, I
will go to sleep.”
“Is this my room or yours?”
“Yours.” I respond, tugging the
duvet over my figure. “You know where the switch is at, so it’s you who’s
supposed to switch it off. I want to sleep.”
“…”
“Good night.”
I wish good night to the room’s owner when the
lights are out. And maybe it’s because of the fatigue I had due to the long
exposure of rain and the damn long waiting for a ride which nearly took up to
two hours, but it made me fall asleep the fastest within this past month.
In my dream, I could feel someone
embracing me with warmth. That person seems to cherish me until I feel like
floating upon a cloud. The gentleness that occurs feels so soft and gentle even
when the person’s lips touch my forehead before it goes down to my lips.
However, somewhere inside me, I find
that the kiss feels way too familiar, I couldn’t explain it in words.
The kiss somehow resembles the kiss of someone but I couldn’t figure out who that someone is.
♫
The morning rays interrupt my
feeling, as today the rays illuminated so brightly I nearly want to bury myself
beneath the duvet again. Honestly, my room is usually not this bright. Right
now, it feels like I’m not sleeping in my own room. Am I not?
Gradually I open my eyes.
There’s a blurry view which appears so close in front of me that I have to adjust my eyes. However, as soon as I could see the person in front of me clearly, I immediately realise that my face and Saifah’s are way too close.
Plus, we’re
sleeping in each other’s embrace as well.
“Hoie!!!”
“Hoie!!!”
(Fall down)
“Oii! Shit!!! Why are you kicking me
off the bed?!” The room’s owner is not only surprised that our face are this
close to each other, but he also kicks me away that I fall off the bed and end
up on the floor right away.
“Well, it’s because you bring your
face close to mine.”
“It’s you who brought your face to mine first. Damn it, it hurts na woie, being kicked!” I complain while rubbing my hip.
And ai’Saifah’s bed is not that low as well. He kicked me in a way that
I couldn’t see it coming in time and it really made my hips ache.
“Sorry. It’s my fault. I didn’t mean
it.”
“Err it’s fine.” I get back on my
feet and grab my hip.
“Does it hurt so much?” Saifah asks
with a guilty expression, but in his guiltiness, there’s also a trace of
amusement hidden there.
“Maybe it is so funny instead”
“I’m sorry.”
“I really hate your apology, damn
you!” I throw the pillow to the room’s owner before I walk away to get the
towel. “If that’s so, I will take a shower first na.”
This time I take a shower that lasts a bit longer than before. The reason why I take a shower this long is because ai’Saifah teased me last night about me bathing so quickly.
In the end, I stand
under the warm shower for quite a bit until I think it’s long enough and step
out of the shower.
“I toasted some bread for you to eat.”
Before the room’s owner entered the
bathroom to shower, he tells me about the bread which is set on the Japanese
table.
“Thank you so much. And may I know
where the iron is?”
“In the wardrobe. You can just take
it.”
“Okay.” I nod and walk to get the clothes I dried outside, getting them ironed. In between my lips is the bread Saifah toasted for me.
As soon as I’m done ironing my clothes, I immediately put them on and write something on a post-it, letting him know. In my mind, I’m considering that it’s better to thank him first, but my other half is thinking of saving it.
In the end, I decide to go with the post-it, sticking it
somewhere in sight and then walk out of the room.
To Saifah.
I will go to class first na. Let’s
meet each other in the evening.
And this is my Line id ZONZONZON.
Add na, in case there’s anything for us to talk about.
From Zon.
♫
Comments are appreciated ^^
So domestic.. (=^~^=) I really appreciate your translations🖤 thank you so much and I'll patiently anticipate part 2🖤
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ReplyDeleteAlways LOVE your SFZN updates. Thank you so much.
ReplyDeleteThese two are easily becoming one of my all time favourite couples. And I want to adopt Sai. Stay safe and bless you for your hard work x
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