WhyRU ฟตตต : Chapter 5 [Part 2]

Author : Candy Onn

Translator : Haruhi & Gia (Wattpad)

Proofread : Wendy

ღ Because It's Love right? ღ

18.05

Extremely quiet

It is very quiet. 

Tutor never thought that the Social faculty's library building would look really gloomy. 

Maybe it's because it is still under renovation. So most of the students aren't passing by.

"P' can hold these two boxes right?" Tutor stops and stands in front of the library, asking the person beside him.

"What are you thinking?" He answered irritably to the person who made an annoyed face this afternoon. 

"Come on, it should be nothing for you because I have to open the door." 

After saying this, he puts the box on top of the box Fighter is holding right away. The person who is wearing the engineering uniform frowns his eyebrows, not pleased the least bit, but agrees anyway and stands quietly. 

He lets Tutor do his task. Tutor unlocked the door, walked inside to turn on the lights and then he walks back to Fighter, taking back his box to carry.

"You can let me hold it na."

"It's all right. I don't want to trouble someone like you, P."

"What's with someone like me?"

"Someone like P', na?" 

Tutor looks into the eyes of the person in front of him for a while and then shrugs it off as if he doesn't find the answer to that question. 

"Forget it, let's get inside."

When he sees that Tutor doesn't answer, Fighter chooses not to ask any further. He quietly follows the smaller person, constantly glancing at his (Tutor) back with mixed feelings.

He can't explain what those feelings are. 

However, one of them is probably the feeling of respect because the person in front of him started working to make money even before he graduated. Unlike him, who is still asking for money from his parents. 

Fighter doesn't know how to describe this feeling, but this feeling wanders in his mind every time he thinks about it.nMaybe because the people around him, not even one, can be compared to Tutor. None of them are struggling this much.

So it feels like ... impressed, maybe?

Fighter follows Tutor to the document room. He walks and puts his own document box and bag in front of the room then walk to open the door.

Creak, creak

The sound of the light switch being pressed a few times is loud enough for Fighter to look back.

"Is it bad?"

"Maybe, I've tried to turn it on many times already."

"That's fine. Let's just hurry up, bring this inside and hurry back."

"I know" Tutor complains.

He placed the document box on the floor to hold the door and Fighter just couldn't recall the reason why the smaller person did that. He is standing there looking at the person in front of him, removes the document box and follows him.

Puk!!!

But along the way he tries to keep up, Fighter kicks the box which Tutor placed down to hold the door.

"Why did you put it there?" The taller boy mumbled whilst using his foot to remove the box which slowly closes the door.

"P'fight the door!"

"?"

"It can't be opened!!!"

"How is that?"

"Remember the teacher said, P'!!"

Bang!!!

"P'Fight ..." the tone in which he calls his name is not as fierce as his eyesight.

"Well, I didn't remember that the door is broken"

"Then what did you even remember, P'?"

"Well, ai'Tor ..."

"Enough, stop talking ..." 

Tutor raises his hand to stop him and pushes his shoulder back to the door, while Fighter decides to put the box in his hands down and then walks back to where Tutor was.

"And? Can you open it?" He asks when he sees the younger person trying to open the door many times.

"I can't ..."

"..." 

Silence creeps up between them. The younger person looks at him (Fighter) with an unhappy expression.

"It's all because of P'"

"Me?"

"Yes, because of P'. P' should see that I put the box to block the door. Even if you can't remember, then P' should have an idea of why I put it there."

"What are you complaining about?..."

"How can't I not complain, when we will be trapped here because of you, P'?"

"We have a phone to call someone."

"My bag is outside."

"Use mine, here," He said, picking up his phone and handing it to the other person. 

Tutor shakes his head while looking at the taller person.

"Then hurry up and call. Soon, everyone will be going home."

"..."

"What?" 

All of sudden, the owner of the mobile phone is looking at him with a strange look. The expression on his face is hard to read.

"P'Fight ..."

"..."

"Don't tell me, the battery ran out?"

"Hmm"

"Damn P'!"

"You complain too much. My ears will be deaf"

"Just look at P'! Why couldn't you notice that and charge the battery?"

"Then would I have known that I'm going to be trapped here?"

"You should be more prepared."

"Saying that I'm not prepared, just ask yourself first why you left your bag outside like that?"

"Well, it's heavy so I put it down outside, and why P' doesn't charge your battery?"

"How heavy is it? Why couldn't you carry it inside?"

"..." Tutor becomes speechless, pouting as he feels unsatisfied.

"..." Fighter himself is no different. 

He looks at the junior who is still making an angry face. In the end, Tutor lowered his head and turns to look the other way. "Forget it."

Not sure whether it's because of pity or anything, but he doesn't like Tutor making such a face.

"Wait, I'll try to find something that can be used to unlock the door." Fighter takes off his engineering uniform and puts it on the box.

He then walks around to find something that he can use to unlock the door. Finally, he found a clip wire. 

He stretched it and unlocked the door just like how he saw in the movies or drama, which could be done at the very first try. However, this is not a movie nor drama and it is not as easy to unlock it as he thought.

(Crack)

"Is it done?" Tutor asks while leans against the door and turns to look at him. 

Fighter doesn't answer as he just moves the door lightly once more hoping that it can be opened. But in the end, he can only shake his head as an answer and sit down.

"(Sigh)" 

The sighing voice sounded again. 

"I think P' should stop. It's better to wait for people to look for us."

"..."

"Let's just sit"

"Err, I know already" Fighter nodded softly. 

He walks to pick up his shirt and then moves to sit down next to the smaller boy. He picks up his phone in the bag and tries to turn it on again. 

In fact, Fighter is not the type who lets his battery run out like this, but since today's subject was so boring, he played games all the time.

"Forget it P'" Said the person near him, while looking at him "Once the battery runs out, no matter how hard you try, it won't turn on."

" I think it's better to wait for someone's help."

"Hmm" Fighter nods. 

He stuffs his mobile phone into his shirt and slowly closes his eyes.

What Tutor said is contradictory actually, because if he decides to find whose fault it is regarding this matter, then it will be himself.

ღ Because It's Love right? ღ

20.24

(Drop down)

Suddenly Tutor's left shoulder feels heavy. 

When he turns to look, he finds the other person is resting his head on his shoulder.

"P'Fight" he calls the name of the person who laid his head on his shoulder, puzzled. 

However, the owner of the name only keeps quiet, there's only the sound of warm air being breathed out.

"P', are you teasing me?"

"..." 

The person who is being asked is still quiet until the smaller boy begins to frown and tries to push Fighter's head away from his shoulder. 

Of course, it doesn't work. 

The more he pushes the head from his shoulder, the more Fighter will lean back onto it.

"Ai P'Fight!"

"..."

"He really doesn't hear me huh?" Tutor says and looks back. 

He lowers his head to look again and curses "Damn P' ..."

In the end, he could only let Fighter put his heavy head leaning against his shoulder.

If I find out that you intentionally annoyed me, I will kill you

ღ Because It's Love right? ღ

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WhyRU ฟตตต : Chapter 5 [Part 1]

Author : Candy Onn

Translator : Haruhi & Gia (Wattpad)

Proofread : Wendy

ღ Because It's Love right? ღ

"You don't believe me?"

"Huh?"

"You don't believe me, Tor?"

"Believe about what, Zon?"

"About what I've told you that the two of us are getting into a novel"

"Waitttt"

"Believe me, Tor! You and I are getting into the fiction that Sol has written"

"Zon" Tutor tried to call his high school friend's name to remind him again.

"I told you the truth! You have to believe me!"

This time, aside from saying it in a loud voice, the shorter person reached out his hand to hold and shake the other's shoulder vigorously. 

"Believe me Tor, trust me!"

"Zon wait a minute, calm down."

"Tor, believe me ... ai'Tor, ai'damn Tor!!!!!"

"!!?" Tutor is startled when he heard a call from someone. 

He widens his eyes looking at the sight in front of him, then blink his eyes to see who the person is that’s looking at him.

"Why are you sleeping in class?" A familiar voice shows that the person who woke him up is Day.

"Hmm"

"Normally you aren't like this"

"Last night I slept a little late" Tutor raises his hand to massage between his eyebrows with weariness.

He slept late last night because he was busy calculating his living expenses and whether it's enough for his dormitory cost and eating expenses. 

But no matter how much he saved, in the end, he may just able to only spend a very little amount of money anyway.

"Is Saifah already gone?"

When he is fully awake, Tutor turns his head around. The classroom that should be full of people is now empty. Even Saifah who is his friend, already left.

"Well, yeah. P'Soda called. She asked him to meet her to teach guitar for the people who will sing at the football club's project."

"In conclusion, Zon really doesn't accept this project na"

"It seems so. I saw that Saifah is with someone else" Tutor nods as a sign that he understands.

He knows his friend's habit of not wanting to be busy except when there’s someone challenging him.

"Nothing"

"Are you okay Tor? Your face seems very tired."

"Are you sure?"

"Errr"

"Okay, okay. Because if you don't say anything, I won't know how to help you. I have to practice basketball again. It's already late, I'll be hit by the fourth year again."

"Then, Day can go, hurry up. I'll finish packing my stuff and then go back as well."

He (Tutor) nods while looking at his friend who's leaving the classroom until he disappeared and then slowly sighed. He never thought that in this life he would be able to fall asleep in the classroom.

He is very grateful that the teacher of this subject is not very strict. Maybe because the sec is big, so nobody cares about him. After Tutor is done collecting his sheets, he slowly walks out of the school building.

Today he doesn't have to rush to work at the shop and also doesn't need to hurry to tutor for anyone. It is a boring time. But it also makes time for him to rest and think as well.There aren't many student activities in the afternoon.

But the talking voice is loud enough for him to turn around to look. It turns out to be people cheering for athletes, or even a volunteer camp club that are laughing happily.

Tutor has never had this kind of activity. He has never participated in any activities. 

It's not that he doesn't want to do it. But he can't do it.

"Waai!"

[T/N: It's an exclamation word for women]

The loud voice caught Tutor's attention to turn and look back. The sight in front of him shocked him and made him rush over to help quickly.

"Professor, what happened khrab? Where does it hurt?"

"It's all right, I'm all right. But these documents ..."

"I'll help to pick them up" Tutor finally said, then he bent down to collect the scattered documents which were dispersed all over the floor.

"Put them in this box, na son"

"Khrab" Both boxes are put down in front of him.

"Er, you over there ... yes, you ... are you free to come to help me put these documents in the box?"

The professor's voice shouted to someone else who happens to pass by, asking for help to collect the documents.

At first, Tutor doesn't know the person wearing an engineering shirt who’s called by the professor. He only knows later on when the documents are collected and he looks up.

At that time, he just learned that the one who came to help is P'Fight.

"Thank you so much to both of you na. Come, prof will bring them by myself."

"It's all right khrab, prof. It's better if you let the two of us hold it for you." 

The person who wears the engineering uniform speaks in a calm tone, which makes Tutor who is standing not far from him, look at him in surprise. He didn't think that someone like P'Fight also has this side too.

The side which makes him look like a considerate person.He thinks like this because someone like P'Fight didn't seem to be considerate to anyone.

Both of them nod and then follow the teacher. Along the way, Tutor did not intend to talk to the person who walks together with him.

But it's the senior who suddenly leans his face closer and whisper to him.

"I saw it na."

"Saw what?"

"When you made an annoyed face to me a moment ago."

"So biased"

"Hey ai'Tor."

RRRRrrrrrrr

The professor's phone ringing causes him and P'Fight who are following the professor to stop too.

"An urgent meeting kha? ... alright kha ... okay kha, I'll hurry to come over... I know kha ..." The teacher talks on the phone for a few more sentences and then turns it off.

Afterward, she looks at both of them with a concerned expression.

"Prof has a meeting with the assistants. If it doesn't bother you, can you bring these documents to the building?"

"Okay, khrab prof. Then, which building do these documents need to be sent to khrab?"

"In the Social faculty's library, building A. You just walk to the end and there is a document storage room na son. But be careful, apparently, the library building is closed for renovation. Right now, the workers have probably already gone home." Said the professor while searching for a key in her bag.

"Khrab" Tutor is reaching his hand out to accept the key.

"Oh, and one more thing. The door of the document storage room, if you open it, you will need something to hold it open. The door is broken and can't be opened from the inside."

"Okay khrab."

"Thank you so much na son"

"It's all right khrab prof"

 

 ღ Because It's Love right? ღ

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Special Chapter (2) : Happy Birthday na Tutor

Author : CandyOnn

Translator : Haruhi

♫

22.20 p.m

Fighter :: Just done with work krub

Tutor :: Have you eat or not?

Fighter :: I did. Today, there's a birthday dinner of a senior at the company. Right now, I'm about to bring these senior home, so drunk.

Tutor :: P'Fight is the one who drives? 

Fighter :: Yes, today I didn't drink with these senior group

Tutor gazes at his own screen and typing down the message he intentionally wants to text.

Then, if P'Fight is done sending them back, can P' come to meet Tor for a while? Tor... think,

However, in the end, he erases all of them. 

Tutor :: Drive safely na P'. If you have arrived then LINE to tell also.

Fighter :: Sure, my darling.

[T/N: *Throw Mang to laptop*]

There's a smile drawn on Tutor's face at the last sentence even though they are just letters, yet he feels like he could hear the voice of P'Fight uttering them out. 

And he doesn't mind whether they were typed letters or his verbal words, he could still feel... embarrassed due to it anyway. 

In the end, when he sees no reply, Tutor loosens the hold he has on his phone, placing it close to himself before he brings the towel to his head and drying his wet hair gently.

However, maybe due to weariness, he just doesn't care whether his hair is still wet or not, because right now the sleepiness just hit him hard. 

Tutor moves, letting his face to rest on the white soft pillow and close his eyes gradually. 

In his dream, he witnesses P'Fight pulls him into his embrace, mouth whispering that he misses him in a way like when he (Tutor) opens his eyes slowly, he realizes P'Fight is there, before him. 

And he is not sure whether he already wakes up from his dream or not? 

However, he just misses him too much.

"Tutor"

"..."

"Tor krub" 

A soft voice greets him, close to his ear. Tutor opens his eyes slowly because of the orange- color rays from something in which even when he doesn't see it, it might make him feel annoyed.

However, it makes him want to know about it as well until he finally opens his eyes, completely waking up just to realize it is someone he misses so much is holding a cake in front of him. 

"P'... Fight"

"Err, it's me"

"..."

"Happy Birthday na krub"

"(feeling touch)"

"Why you are making a face like that?"

"I didn't. What face would I make?"

"You are making a face like someone that will cry"

"I didn't make such face, not even a bit" Tutor presses his lips tightly and reaching out to hold the cake from the other guy before him. 

"Missing me right?"

"..."

"Do you think that I won't come to wish for my boyfriend's birthday? Ai'stubborn oie~"

"I'm not stubborn"

"Are you sure?"

"Sure na. Let's pray and blow these candles" Tutor whines to change the topic of his own overflowed feelings.

"Of course" Fighter beams and gesturing out the cake that has been set with a few small candles toward the person in front of him. 

Tutor shuts his eyes, positioning his hands closed together before his chest and prays something that only he knows. 

His small lip blows softly toward the candle, eyeing up and beams widely at the person who's holding the cake, who is now trying to turn on the light by the bed's head. 

"What did you wish for?"

"If I told you, it is no longer sacred"

"So stingy"

"This is true though. By the way, how can P' come here? Just now when we texted, it seems like P' has to send the people from the company, isn't that so?" 

"That's right," Fighter nods, "And as soon as I send them, I rush my way here to see you"

"Is that so? Right now, what time is it?"

"It's already 2 a.m. You can continue your nap na, and as for this cake, you don't need to eat it. Tomorrow, I will take you to eat something nice somewhere"

"Why you didn't let me eat it?" Tutor asks, frowning. 

"Well..."

"Well what?"

"Well, it wouldn't taste nice... maybe"

"What do you mean by that? Where did P' bought it?" Said Tutor while reaching out for the cake, having a better look at the cake once again. 

The presentation of the cake somehow looks weird. The cake's design also seems warped and distorted even. It's not as pretty as the cake he did at the shop. 

"P'Fight, don't tell me that..."

"Hmm" He nods, shyly.

"Go turn on the light" 

Tutor orders the older guy to turn on the light in the room because only by the bed's light, it is not enough for him to look at the thing he (Figher) did by himself, giving it to him. 

"It is already late. Just continue to sleep. Tomorrow, you can take a look at it" 

"I don't want. I want to see it tonight. Go turn on the light"

"Tor" The senior's begging tone sounded so cute until he couldn't help, but to tease.

"What are you shy about? Hurry krub my boyfriend, go turn on the light a bit for me. I want to take a picture of the surprise cake made by my boyfriend"

"But, the look of it, is so terrible"

"So what krub? My boyfriend made it for me. I want to take a picture of the cake made by my boyfriend" 

It is not wrong to assume that Tutor is copying the sentence Fighter used during the celebration of his (Fighter) birthday last time, and what's more important is that Tutor understands the proud feeling which the other person makes him feel. 

"Quickly P'Fight"

"Eyyyyyyyy, seeing it is enough na Tor, no need to eat it" After Fighter reminds him, he also walks to turn on the light.

"Why is that so?" Tutor frowns and approaches closer in order to sit near the Japanese desk situated in the middle of the room. 

He placed down the cake on the desk before he gets his phone, taking the pictures of the cake which is not as stunning as the usual shop's cake. 

However, it is so impressive that a person like P'Fight would make something like this for him.

"Well, it is not tasty"

"Haven't taste it yet"

"It is really not tasty. I let my friends have a taste for so many times. There were times where they spit it out in front of me. It's good that it appear appetizing to eyes like this already" P'Fight scratches his head shyly before he moves to sit closer to the other guy,

"Its appearance looks great"

"As for my appearance, yes, as for the cake..." 

Fighter shook his head at the cake which he made by himself, disproved. Because he thinks he could do much better than this. 

"No need to take a lot of pictures like that Tor. Why are you taking so much?"

"Will upload at IG"

"Crazy"

"Not crazy"

"Are you not feeling ashamed about it? The cake looks like this"

"Why should I feel embarrassed? My boyfriend made this, eumm-" 

Tutor tries to escape from the other guy's lips who is nibbling his ears then to his neck, in a way he feels ticklish. 

"That's enough P'Fight"

"I want to eat"

"If that so, go take the spoon quickly"

"I don't want to eat the cake" 

"..."

"I want to eat something else"

"Enough of that, go take a spoon"

"Tor?"

"Quick. This is the birthday cake owner na" After Tutor tells the other guy, he resumes focusing on his photography action once again. 

"So skilled at using people, whose boyfriend is this?"

"P'Fight boyfriend"

Fighter beams at the response when later, he stands up and reaches for the spoon, giving it to the room's owner. 

"So proud of it na, this time"

Fighter says it while shifting his chin to rest on the other's shoulder as if he's pleading. 

"Wanna eat together?" Tutor shrugs his shoulder, questioning the person who is still imploring him. 

"Nope. I ate it until poisoned already. If you can't it, you don't have to na Tor. I understand and I won't feel mad as well because I know the taste is bad" 

The person who begged curls his mouth at the younger guy with his arm caging his (Tutor) waist, placing a soft kiss on the person's white shoulder. 

The over-sized sleeping shirt which Tutor loved to wear, it really did its work so well with the attempt of 'baiting' him, recovering the feeling of longed na.

[T/N: Okay, that 'baiting' word is coming from the actual trans of 'molest', I changed it]

"The taste is not that bad" After having a bite of the cake in front of him, Tutor turns around and give such comment to the cake's owner. 

He doesn't want to praise the other's excessively or encourages Fighter because yes, it might taste a little bit sweet but, it doesn't taste so bad like how P'Fight claimed just now. 

"Really?"

"Yup" Tutor nods, "Wanna try?"

"I don't want. I ate it for three weeks already, poisoned so badly" 

"Wait na," Tutor turns to look at the person who has chin rested on his shoulder. 

"Don't tell me that for these three weeks period of your disappearing, is because you practiced baking cakes"

"Hmm" The person with much bigger built nods slowly.

"What an effort"

"For you only"

"What a skilled person" Tutor beams and gestures out his hand to caress Fighter's head, tenderly. 

He never thought that the older guy is disappearing for so long like this because he went to practice how to bake a cake for him. 

"But, disappearing like this, do you know it's not okay"

"I know"

"How much do you know?"

"I know it really... there's someone is missing me"

"If you know then next time, don't act like this act again na" Said Tutor when he later, turns to look at the other guy with his eyes are confessing his feeling due to the period of not seeing each other face or the feeling of missing each other. 

"I miss P'"

"Me too"

"A lot"

"I miss you a lot more"

"There's no need to compare"

"Yet, I really miss you a lot more"

"..."

"..."

They share a stare in silence where there's this bountiful of feeling until they become lost at words. However, the next moment it is Tutor who shifts to sit on Fighter. 

His hot lips go for an unsteady kiss in which it befalls from the neck, then the ear before he goes for the temple and progress to the lips, over and over again. 

The feeling of longed transform into a form of touch in which well expressed how much they thought of each other until it is Tutor first, who withdraws from the kiss.

"What's wrong?" The senior makes a puzzled face which causes the other guy to act as if he would leave his (Fighter) lap.

"I shall eat the cake"

"Is this the right time to eat cake, Tor?"

"Well, I want to eat the cake P' made"

"But, I don't want to eat cake. I want to eat other things"

[T/N: He wants to eat the candle maybe 555]

"Shut it. It's your mistake that you didn't realize"

"About what?"

"About going missing for three weeks, makes others miss him"

"I also miss you" Fighter moves closer and hugs Tutor who is engrossed in eating the cake in front of him once again. 

"I miss you so much until I feel not wanting to leave for the training. I just want to transfer to Bangkok"

"..."

"I don't want to do it in Rayong. Don't want to stay there"

"If that so, don't stay there"

"Really? Sure na? Then, tomorrow I will try to settle the matter about transferring to the head office tomorrow na woie"

"P' act like P' don't really want to go to Rayong in the first place"

"Indeed. I didn't want to go there from the beginning," Fighter confesses, "But, you said if I go, I will get a better experience, so I just go along"

"So, P' actually went there because you did go along with me, is that so?"

"Um," Fighter nods.

"P'Fight," As soon as he heard this, he feels guilty almost immediately. 

"P' shouldn't agree with me all the time. P' life, P' path, it's yours to determine. The thing I suggested is only to let P' has a better experience, if P' doesn't want to, it is not necessary for P' to do it"

"..."

"Don't do something like this again na, it makes me feel uneasy to help P' decide with something again"

"Don't say it like that"

"But, it really feels that way"

"Okay, I promise I will choose what I want to choose, but in every decision of mine, there will be your part always. You're not allowed to leave, not allowed to not making decisions as well. Okay?"

"..."

"Tutor"

"Erm, I know it already"

"I love you na Tor, so I agree to please you like this"

"Loving me is fine, but P' still have to do something as you pleased"

"..."

"P'Fight... Tor always respects P'Fight decision na. Even when P' didn't go to Rayong like how been told before, Tor also doesn't mind. P' can love Tor, but P' also need to love yourself, respect yourself... does P' understand?" 

"I know krub. I promise that I will love myself as much as I love my darling Tor" 

"Damn P'..." Tutor grumbles and turns to scoop the cake into his mouth once again. 

But, suddenly he is being stolen by a thief who is pulling him toward his own huge figure person who is raising his brow, in a teasing manner. 

"What's wrong with P'?" Asked Tutor who is frowning at the person who is carrying him to lie on the bed.

"You said that I could do anything as I please right?"

"Yes"

So, right now my heart tells me that I want to eat more than just cake because if that so, it will please me a bit na" 

"..."

"Happy birthday na krub Mr... boyfriend"

Special Chapter (1) : Happy Birhday na Tutor

Author : Candy Onn
Translator : Haruhi

Proofreader : Wendy Van Hemert 

♫

"Tor" 

"..."

"Tor!"

"..."

"Ai'Tor!!!"

"Huh?" Tutor gazes up at Day who is gawking at him, suspiciously. 

"The class has ended already. Don't you have to hurry packing up your things? Today, you have to go to the shop and help P'Kae, isn't that so?"

"Err yes, almost forgot about it. What time is it now, Day?"

"Half-past four, you still got time"

"Okay" Tutor nods slowly before he begins to stuff all his belongings on the desk into his bag. 

Right now, P'Kae shop offers a delivery service promotion for a price of 10 baht which makes the number of customers raised until Tutor has to help P'Kae with the shop. 

As for P'Fai shop, there is new staff coming in recently, a part-timer like him which lessens his working hours, almost every day. 

It is good that P'Kae still decides to call him, asking him to help at such time like this. Because if it wasn't P'Kae... he probably sleeps alone in his room by himself for sure. 

"Why are you doing a face like that?" Day speaks up after observing his best friends' face for quite a while.

Tutor looks up and shook his head at Day as if there is nothing. 

"Your face doesn't tell it like that Tor"

"True" Said Saifah, reiterating.

"Tell us what's wrong"

"There's nothing wrong" Tutor denies once again until Day and Saifah are sharing a look, with a doubt feeling. 

"Are you arguing with P'Fight?"

"We didn't" Tutor gives a short response while grabbing his bag to rest on his shoulder before he healds both Day and Saifah out from the room. 

"If you guys didn't argue, then why making a soulless face like this?" Questioned Day who walks behind Tutor, placing his hand on the guy's shoulder before his eyebrows shrugged in a teasing manner. 

"Or there's a problem with money again?"

However, as soon as Saifah diverts the topic, Day's expression changed as well/

"Hoie, that's not it" Tutor denies it in hurry. 

"I also think that's not the case because surely P'Fight is giving him more than enough"

"Day also know that I didn't ask for his money"

'Because of your behavior like this"

"Like this, like what?"

"That's not the point" Day mutters as he meets the fierce eyes of his best friend which makes him not dare to say more.

Tutor is a person like this always. He doesn't like to rely on anyone. He has an extremely rich boyfriend, yet not demand anything from P'Fight. 

Such a damn good person.

"But if not a money issue... there is only one matter that could make your face frown like this"

"Yes" Saifah nods, agreeing

"There is only P'Fight that could make you act to this extent... but, since you said you are not arguing with him, that's means..."

"?"

"You are paranoid about him"

"Paranoid what? I don't feel paranoid, not even the slightest"

"Mehhh~" Day gives a push on Tutor's head while parting his mouth, grimacing.

"Still has the gut to deny again? You are paranoid of that P', you are the one who chooses for him, letting him train in Rayong. There's no right to feel paranoid"

Tutor keeps himself quiet because it is the matter of him letting P'Fight to has an internship at the big factory in Rayong, rather than training in Bangkok.

Maybe because he wonders he could experience more there, and that is why he recommended P'Fight to choose there.

"There!!! I knew it already!! Why buying a lottery is not as easy as this, ai'Day?"

"..."

Tutor still keeps himself shut, saying nothing out. He could sigh softly.

"Are you for real?" Saifah beams, "Right now, you really have that grouchy side with him already. This, if I tell ai'Zon, he probably rushes to come here in order to witness this grouchy face of yours"

"That's enough. I'm not acting grouchy or whatsoever. Don't talk nonsense na"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure. It's better if we continue to chat later, I need to hurry to P'Kae shop already"

"Now that you're caught, immediately find a way to escape. If you are feeling paranoid, could just tell Tor. Honestly, if you call P'Fight now and tell him what you feel, he will feel it in his heart, he would feel light and glad knowing you are missing him. And I'm sure less than an hour, he will drive all the way from Rayong to meet you in your room already, trust me!. Slowly persuade him to train at the head office in Bangkok instead, because the big factory he has chosen also has a head office in Bangkok, am I right ai'Sai?"

"Yes"

"Missing him also can give him a call krub. Do tell him that you miss him and I'm sure P' will work it out for you"

Tutor shook his head at both of his friends who are grinning to tease him non-stop.

"As for tomorrow, will he celebrates your birthday, Tor?"

"I'm not sure"

"What the-" Day grumbles, "If he doesn't come, maybe we can take you for a trip instead"

"Ai'Zon also told me the same thing, but if you want to go with Day, it's fine as well"

"..." Tutor doesn't say anything and not even give his words to go wether with Day or Saifah.

"Anyway, if P'Fight doesn't come, you can call me, I can talk with Hwa"

"Can't Day save it from Hwa? I think P'Fight will come"

"If he doesn't come? Tomorrow, those in the company won't have a holiday like us in university"

That is right. Tomorrow they don't have a holiday, on Saturday and Sunday and due to that, he couldn't tell if P'Fight will come or not.

"Yes. We should continue to talk later" After Tutor says it, he immediately ride the university's bus in order to go to work at P'Kae shop.

Actually, he is not pissed off or paranoid about P'Fight na. Even if P'Fight couldn't come to celebrate his birthday, he is actually fine. 

However, the thing that exists right now is actually... the feeling of emptiness, and it is not related to his birthday, but more about the fact that they couldn't meet each other often. 

This is because, during P'Fight's first internship period, P'Fight still manage to go back and forth, meeting him as usual even when the only time they could be together is from Friday night until Sunday evening.. 

And it still feels meaningful for Tutor to wait on Friday night because he knows someone will come, seeing him.

However... these recent weeks, P'Fight has disappeared. He informed him through LINE that he is not free to come to Bangkok at his moment in which Tutor totally understand because the internship of Engineering students is not a thing which they could set the time like that. 

Moreover, P'Fight's free time is not the same as Tutor's. 

If he knew it like this when P'Fight talks about the internship matter, he would say to just choose the one in Bangkok, that's much better.

He doesn't know if telling P'Fight to move to the head office in Bangkok, would it seems selfish?

(Sigh)

That is all right about not meeting each other. At least, they could still have a conversation through call and LINE sometimes. Even when it is not as much as the thought he had somehow.

Ask him of how much he misses P'Fight, he will say it is a lot

It is a lot that it is enough to make Tutor feels lonely, for sure.